MEMORABLE 13.06.2007

i feel a pain in my heart
today 13.06.2007 is one of my worst day
never since we met she said it
never since i know her she said it
i would never thought that one day she will tell it
never in my life i would thought that she will tell me that i am disturbing her
never, never
i can't believe that she will say it
in the past she could have been very busy,
she could have been doing something very important,
but she never told me that i am disturbing her.
what happened today
why now
why this 13.06.2007
you miss me
you don't know how m,uch you miss me
i love you but you don't even care
i give u all my attention, but you don't even care
i give you all the love i have, but you don't even care
why??
tell me why???
what should i do??
why are you neglecting me??
why don't you show any attention to me??
tell me what i did wrong??
tell me what is wrong with me??
i can die for you
i can sacrifice my life for you
i can leave all i have for you
why are you far from me??

please tell me
i don't think i will be able to hold it for long
i don't think i will be able to hold my promises
i can't hold SOUL any more
he wants to get out
i won't be able to hold him any more
i really need your attention
i really need you to be near me as my best friend
i really need you
i know that u don't care anymore for me
i know that your love burns for another one
i know that i am no more important for you
i know that i am nothing
but i hope that one day i will have the chance to be by your side